L.O.V.E

I like to consider myself a hopeless romantic. I always cry at happy endings, and always smile at love stories. This past weekend I had my own little romantic moment. Nate was rushed to the hospital and into surgery a week ago, and the weirdest feeling came over me when they were taking him upstairs to go into surgery...I finally had that "I can't live without him" moment! It's strange, because I've obviously already realized that or I wouldn't have said yes when he asked me to marry him...but this was the first time in 2 years of dating him that something happened that could have possibly taken him from me. And it wasn't until that moment that I finally had the feeling. And I swear to you, it was like a slap in my face. I was just standing there, hugging my Mom and crying like crazy and it just hit me like a ton of bricks....I CANT LIVE WITHOUT HIM!

I don't typicially do the whole religion and god thing. I have my beliefs and I usually just keep them to myself. I'm a strong believer in fate though. And as strange as it may sound, I really feel like what happened to Nate this week, needed to happen. Not that I want him to ever go through something like that again. But to have him go through it, it really made us realize that we're meant for eachother and we can't live without eachother. I truly can't picture my life without him.

Now...I'm ready to get married :-)